Dining ritual, Day 268

Wednesday ritual, Day 258

Our new Wednesday night ritual is to go out to dinner. This is the second week of our weekly family feeding. We chose a Nepalese restaurant we having been driving by for years, but have never tried. It's difficult to not talk about our new business 27/7 but we made an effort to reign it in tonight and just enjoy our meal.

Time, Day 198

So I am working on changing my life.I have been projecting into the universe that something new needs to happen...a new direction that is based on what I have already been working towards. It's interesting how time felt so different when I was younger. The days seemed to meander, but now I feel like I am about to run a marathon that I have been training for for the last 10 years. It's a different mind set. I am putting on my running shoes now.

I remember..., Day 167

I remember being in an altered state for hours and hours not really aware or concerned as to what was going on around me, but being extremely focused on what was going on inside. I remember when you slid from my body and you were placed in my arms and we gazed upon each other for the first time. I remember that I knew you were a boy as soon as I saw your face. I remember when I felt completely overwhelmed by love and really understood what it is. I remember the many sleepless nights and the agony I felt at times. I remember snuggling with your small delicate body and watching you sleep. I remember when you crawled for the first time and feeling depressed that I couldn't put you down and have you stay in one place. I remember your first word. I remember five years ago like it was yesterday.